April,May and almost nothing to say

Hello friends, so its the end of May and I thought that even I feel like I dont have anything(important of course) to say these days I should write something from time to time. You know, just to have little pieces of memories here for my future old me. About that topic being old, last month was my birthday so I'm 22 now.Cool. Firstly I thought about summing up everything important because of that ugly birthday and this stuff but you know what..lets dont do that. I just wanted to say a few things about how I find it sometimes fucking hard or irritating to be a grown up. I love that I can study at uni again(firts year is almost over,yay, hope that this time I'll be able to finish all 3 years), I love that my work is just fine and I love that I live with my sweetheart and our cats although I miss my mom sometimes. Things I don't love that much is that I have to do some homeworks all the time, I had my classes from early morning to the evening(so it felt like the good old basic school all over again)and in my free time working my ass off in my work. As I said I love that I can study and my work is really cool but sometimes combination of these two things can seriously mess with your nerves. And then you go home and have to cook, clean, sometimes shop a lots of expensive food, do some workouts to be skinny(haha) and then you realize that you dont have any free time anymore. How the hell are parents able to do all of that and still care about their kids? To all the parents out there - you people are just amazing and I admire you. And I admire my mom who is a single parent and could do all of this stuff all alone(with some help from grandparents). Being a grown up isnt so funny as I always thought it would be. Yes you can go out as much and often you want to and you can come back whenever you want. And you can drink alcohol. But you have to make money so you can afford to do that. Sometimes I want to go back in time and enjoy doing nothing. And now a bright side of being adult- we had friends some friends over last weekend and it was really lovely. We cooked a dinner, watched movies(21 jump street is so funny), had some tattoos done( not me) and went to the zoo where I accidently broke a little my new ipad(btw having an ipad is another good thing in my adult life haha). And next week we will go to Krakow, Poland again. I'm so looking foreward to eat a great food, hang out with friends in such a nice city and see some great tattoo artists at tattoofest convention. Perfect.